maybe i shld just give up

so many things to hope for, so little things to expect
also, shld i transfer sch? its hard...half of me is already in gan eng seng sec...lol
i mean, why not? i use to live in tiong. i grew up there.
its complicated. life's complicated. sometimes i have nothing to look forward to.
naah, suicide is out of the question...for now

If I'm going down, at least I'll go down fighting; take some of the bastards with me.