maybe i shld just give up

so many things to hope for, so little things to expect
also, shld i transfer sch? its hard...half of me is already in gan eng seng sec...lol
i mean, why not? i use to live in tiong. i grew up there.
its complicated. life's complicated. sometimes i have nothing to look forward to.
naah, suicide is out of the question...for now

If I'm going down, at least I'll go down fighting; take some of the bastards with me.

Ahh...so it looks diffrent...where are older posts?

Actually, this is just a new blog with same url...gonna hae to set hings up again.
4 October 2009
Today, i'm a NEW person. To all Christians, out there...i got baptized today!
Today started at 10 am++, cos i stayed up late o try out Sims 3...dont ask nth abt what i did on it
had bak chang for breakfast (ironical...its mooncake festival now)
Did more revision for lit...its the only humans i can score at!
and also for geog and maths...
By about 1, stopped, wen to play Sims 3 agn! till abt 2+
had lunch...bread with cheese (my last meal)
went to ECP (Playground @ big spash) at 3+
reach at 4+
played in the sand with some church friends...kick sand, here~there
6.05...i died and was born again through water baptism
washed up, hang aroung with friends...WET my dry friends xP
had my first drink. (ice blended coffee (mocha) at the Old Coffee House)
had my first meal at Carls' Jr. , a Western ThickBurger (as big as my whole hand!)
wen home...